if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

27 December 2009

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mom's 50th bday! (:
thats what i normally do on xmas(:

oh yea had pool session ytd with ah suay and guys.
was kind of fun and stupid cause i ruin my 4 perfect hit of the black ball to win e game.
reasons? they were tryin to distract me and make me laugh abt e facial expression im having. -.-
but after all that day was filled with laughter and joy(:
one down 4 more outings to go! and 4 more days to 2010!
i suspect 2009 have wings man. this yr end amazing fast. or is it 365 days decrease to a 100 days? hmmmm

this yr the only super productive thing i've did is the everest base camp. other than that.hmmm Os counted? ahah. hope next yr will be btr. results out soonnnnnn! :/

sometimes do u feel that childhood memories just seem like a dream? u experienced it before but recalling back just make it feels so surreal.

people always have alot to say even thou things ended.
and chances were not given for them to say throughout their whole lifetime.
some says chances is always there in your hands. you agree?

i know that i care about you ... at 23:36

22 December 2009

xmas on this week! as well as moms bday(:
gna have a fun week i guess. oh and im gna start work next week(what a wrong timing) :/
boxin daddy and co coming on next week also. everyth is so pack in my life.
not forgetting outing with EBCG and siman+co!
din go sch trg for 2 weeks. well i guess i'll go when sch term starts!
and im gna be a braces kid soon. surgery next month! oh my so many things so lill time.

ohh. i've been having weird dreams and dreamt of ppl i aint supposed to dream.
ppl nowadays like to call me when im aslp esp coach! scare me like hell-.-
i even dreamt of coach calling me in my dream when im slping. what a joke mans.

tskk if only dreams wont make me suffer.
i don wna dream of u :/

i know that i care about you ... at 20:54

13 December 2009

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this week had rather been a pleasant one except for the ending part.
i watched case 39 on wed and i don think its scary at all-.-
ytd was a damn screwed up day and im having headache and fever now :/
just woke up not long and im going to slp agn soon thanks to the med.

im so speechless now and i don feel like doing anyth at all
the plan was screwed ttm.
just praying and hoping for a good day today.

oh not forgetting dinner tgt with boxin daddy on comin thurs! (:


im waiting for a text to stop this misery :/

i know that i care about you ... at 13:19

04 December 2009

back from trip! :D
bought lotsa clothes and e theme is white! so means almost everyth i buy is white in colour.haha
well trip was kind of funnnnnnnnn except for e last few days it was totally screwed like wtf.
just dont understand when is it gna come to an end. sian

almost everyth is in a mess now mannnnnn. and oh yea i felt like working suddd! anyone got gd lobangssssssss?
:D
oh i saw my potato cousins and e younger one's hair is like almost 3 time longer than mine? ji steady yi xia. my friend tot hes a girl and say:" xiao mei mei excuse me jie guo yi xia" damn hillarious.hahah
alright i dont feel like typing much now so yea let pics do e talking! (:

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e first time i saw her(my cousin's daughter) she tot im some kind of baddie and gave me a punch on e face-.-
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♥ this pic cause of e 2 cute puppies! :D
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7months old cousin. we call her meat ball! hahah
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uncle's pineapple plantation
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introducing my girly potato cousin!(and e ang moh pineapple of cause) :D

alright ends here lazy to upload more(:

tell me when it gna stop.
tell me when im supposed to take the first step.
cause im seriously stuck inbetween right now :/

i know that i care about you ... at 14:46

24 November 2009

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last week is filled with self trgs, friendly games ,killiney trgs and weddings
i was having muscle ache aft self trg on wed. then aft friday's friendly game it became worst like wth-.-
talking abt e friendly. i almost died in e first game being a center. hahah i prayed and prayed hoping that some particular player wont be sub in if not im afraid that sth might happen. in e end mdm wan save my day! damn funny can everyone was like laughing.
oh i injured my pinky while i was sub out from e game kinda stupid i know.

sats trg was fun to me i guess. its been sometime since everyone gathered tgt to train. startin me and zb tot we will be late so we cab to sch who knows jiaolian is late-.-
trg wasnt that tiring but im sure theres more up next durg e rest of da trainings.
makan tgt and stuffs walking ard cwp and headed home.
went out with kam and yj tt evening for dinner. do e usual things and slack till late.
we have lesser things to talk now cause i think we know almost everyth alr. LOL

sun went weiyan's wedding. headed down to harbourfront with maomao to meet zf nd huiqin.
before that i saw someone and i was damn shock :o
maomao was being super funny that time.haha
e wedding ceremony were nice. our table like quite funny cause of da ppl who served us.
its quite happy to see that weiyan found her mr right too.
times fliessssssss man.

talking about time. last night talk to houyee abt e experience we've been thru as a team. seriously damn lots mans. china trip, punggol cup, nanchiau match, anglican, geylang serai, msia trip and lots more which i cant rmb now.
oh china trip was like classified in few things such as transparent toilets made me and sheryl decided not to bathe that day and stay dirty.hahah. and also houyee's toilet incident! :x
not forgetting everyone tryin to disturb me by putting someone in e room with me tgt-.-
i seriously miss those times tgt with them. if only we can rewind time and time again!

anw im leaving tmr :D damn excited!!
alrights gtg ciao(:

p.s: im seriously very disappointed in you.
so much for thinking that u're nice.

i know that i care about you ... at 11:05

16 November 2009

okay Os officially over yea. got this emptiness feeling. like nth much to do :/
gotta find a job soon mans!
anw this few days was kind of retarded. haha spent alot of days fishing/ prawn fishing(like some ah peks-.-) and out to pool plus shop(:
caught up with some retarded forever friends and stay overssssss.
im awaiting for next week to come cause im gg back to indo! gotta be fun cause my two cute potato cousins will be there :D

oh yea not forgetting i got someone to polish my sch durg killiney trg. heheh free labour but hope service is good.
spent sometime at Qway to choose shoe ytd. and i seriously felt like repaintin those shoe's colour. cause theres not much shoe havin e colour combi i like. end up i gave up choosing and let a KIND SOUL to help me choose.(im being nice just this once hahah)
oh anw killiney trg starting soon!!
and now im supposingly to be in sch trg but i decided not to go cause i don want suicide runs and lectures but thats not my main reason for not gg. haha
so i decided to go for afternoon's self trg! lazy i know.

alright gtg hopefully this week gonna be fun :D

anw to this particullar stalker. wth dont think u stay near my bro house u can stalk me i tell you. still ask me type bigger. want stalk then say la. bian tai. hahah
i'll be watchin you man! dont ever try to stalk me.
LOL

one step forward, two steps back :/

i know that i care about you ... at 09:02

08 November 2009

woohoo. officially self declared holi on fri! :D
i seriously love this week ttm cause its my super lucky week.
start with monday.
SS in a morning was manageable i studied 4 chapts and 3 of them came out in the essay!
chem in the was super heng cause i JUST started studyin 2hrs before e paper. infact i wanted to give up on that paper but i still force myself to study.
me and vivien bombard mrs thomas alot of question and those Qn we asked came out in da paper. super amazing and i was smiling like some idiot thru out e whole paper. hahah
wed had geo paper.
im sure most of them who took river&coast got e shock outta their life when they saw e first Qn.hahahah.
i keep flipping e paper and insert to see if its an error or what so ever. and keep lookin at e Qn no. hoping that its my eyes playing tricks on me. the worst is i even feel like raising up my hand to ask if its printing error but upon seeing no one raising up their hand. i decided to face e fact and spent more than 5mins thinking how to crap thru e paper.
and in the end. i manage to think of sth to link to e qn. but i din managed to elaborate clearly for e last 2 qn cause not enough time-.-
fyi the question is saying abt some tropical forest/deforestation(i cant rmb).
thurs had e killer paper POA. i was freaking stressed out for this sub.
i thought i'll die thruout e paper but heng paper wasnt that jialat.
hopefully i can pass man.
friday had bio in the afternoon but woke up super early and went to sch with siman and sheena.
weeahlian teachin ppl math so we tot of joining e math class to LEARN.heheh.
but in da end toh and wee rejected us cause they thinks that we're there to disturb.
walao wake up super early just for math leh. not serious enought meh? hahah
oh yea me and sheena got chased out first due to me(i din hide)
we thought siman can hang on longer without tcher realising but wth aft 5 secs her turn to kena-.-

oh yea not forgetting ytd. i went out with andy yujieh daniel and jacquelin to celebrate da niao's birthday!
had a fun time catchin up with them to talk abt those "old times"
movie,jac house party,lunch and crapssssss.
waiting for antene to come back from aus and theres gna be a OLD TIMES party!
miss those moments man(:

two more papers to freedom! hopefully this coming week will be my lucky week too (:
okay sucha long post i know. gtg ciaosssssss


its just temporary, it must be temporary

i know that i care about you ... at 18:53

31 October 2009

i wna go holi i wna go holi i wna go holis man. dang :(

alright for that sentence above.im gna make it come true aft my last paper!
my parents was super clever ttm. cause they thought that my last paper ends at 6 nov which is 5 days before e real last paper. so they booked 7 nov tickets to taiwan and happily called me after that to inform me about the "HAPPY" news. jitao not one clever man. so im gna miss another oversea trip durg Os. i've alr missed 3 previously. sigh.
okay shall skip that

had math and angmoh paper this week. heng paper was manageable. it was quite hillarious on mon cause ms leong jia ning bang on to a pillar aft saying bye to houyee. the impact was so loud that everyone at e court turn and look at us. as usual, our first reaction was laughing our heads off.
went to sch early like 11am on tues an wed when our paper starts @2.30pm
bombard ms toh with lotsa math Qn causing her to feel damn nervous for us(like kinda weird hur?)
wednesday was damn shock for me and siman cause of ms toh's incident. but she look like a transformer cause within an hour she transformed back into a piece and it seems like nothing happened at all-.-
teacher now a days are so scary till we dont know what they're gna do durg e next moment mans.

oh yea not forgetting like an hr ago a bulldozer drove into my house trying to dig sth.i dno what e hell my dad was thinking about but i knew my neighbours was like turning their attention to my house.jitao not one paiseh-.-

gna have ss, chem, geo poa and bio next week.
time to pray to guanyinma and flood myself with notes and works.
gtg
ciaos

im tired of playing hide and seek game with you

i know that i care about you ... at 13:13

24 October 2009

2 more days to DOOMS DAY!

okay idk why i've been sneezing for alot of time EVERYDAY.
i think my nose got prob cause last week my aunt just told me tt when i was young i stuff rice inside my nose and kena hospitalised.HAHAH what a joke right.
or maybe someone is missing me thats why la.
i know its U laaaa :D

mathmathmathmath.
i've been doing math for almost everyday. and seriously i hope my math grades will go upupuppppppp!
alright last day of sch is on tues. so i din pon that day cause i scared that i'll regret forever for not attending e last day of sec sch. as usual. attendence is super good ttm.

Os begun with sci practical on thurs. im damn happy that i din cut e stupid onion. but e anions ans for y is sup irritating-.- okay since pract is over so yea forget it forget it.
stayed in sch for math and poa till ard 5.30. brain was drainin up durg poa so me and weeahlian went bonkers abt e poa Qn.
im quite worried for math cause im afraid e results will be disappointed even thou i've been doing math all e time. for angmoh aiya. just by luck la. bobian-.-
gotta start on SS and chem soon.

well gtg lucks to those whos taking Os.
aft i click on PUBLISH i mustmust finish at least 2 chem and 1 poa paper tonight!
alright bye peeps(:

i know that i care about you ... at 23:06

19 October 2009

7 daysss..
lets destroy the freaking lab on thurs!

to the particular you.
its not entirely ur fault.
i've been hiding sth from you since e first day begain.
im freaking irritating and angry with myself every single day.
thats e reason why i could forgive u every single time when something wrong happens.

just bear this in mind

when u're gotta go again.
pls let me leave before you do.

i know that i care about you ... at 18:21

` here.waiting ;

that'.last>note


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